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P@!N 05:38
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I'm in so much pain, I just cannot stand. I just want to curse in vain! Why have I done this? Why did I decide this? I just want to be dismissed! precho As I lay in bed, Slowly I'm crying.. I just wish that I get meds, They say that I'm good! Give me something like you should! chorus Laying in bed at the hospital, thinking twice about my life makes me ill. Thinking like this makes me so bitter... Oh good god when will all this be over? All This pain is so unbearable! I would O D, I tell you no lie! Oh just few more weeks? Just let me die... I don't give a fuck just give me something!! v2 Pressing the button, Please give me my nurse! I'm in pain, give me something! It hurts I say it hurts! I want to sleep the pain away, Please pain please I beg go away! precho2 As I lay in bed, It has gone away! I hope that it stays away! They say that I'm good, Give me meds in an hour. cho2 Laying in bed at the hospital, thinking twice about my life makes me ill. Thinking like this makes me so bitter... Oh good god when will all this be over? All This pain is so unbearable! I would O D, I tell you no lie! Oh just few more weeks? Just let me die... I don't give a fuck just give me something!!
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BrOkEn 04:31
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Sometime, I just wish Sometime, I just wish I was part of the sky so I could fly This world don't need me anymore Sometime, I just wish Sometime, I just wish I was part of the sky so I could fly This world don't need me anymore Don't you see that I am BrOkEn Don't you see that I am BrOkEn All those times I've spent Imprisoned Here I am Home Once again All this P@!N I felt During those times I wish that I can turn back time
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Depression 03:46
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Verse1 Could someone help me This emotion is taking over me Please help me This is new, oh this is new I really don't know what to do I don't understand, I don't understand. Can please anyone (Anyone Please..) tell me things? Bridge1 What's this feeling, what's this emotion? What to do with depression? PreCho1 Hey, you there, what would you do If you're feeling this way too? I have never had this feeling But it won't go away oh help me Chorus1 This overwhelming feeling won't just go away, from me, it's hurting me Someone please This is the first time I feel this way I want it to just go away It replays Verse2 What do I do, what would you do? I really don't know what to do. (I don't know???) I don't get this, I don't like this, It felt like I'm thrown into the abyss. PreCho2 Hey, you there, what would you do If you're feeling this way too? I have never had this feeling But it won't go away oh help me Bridge ending Could someone help me This emotion is taking over me Please help me This is new, oh this is new I really don't know what to do(x2) I'm... Confused?? Chorus2 This overwhelming feeling won't just go away, from me, it's hurting me Someone please This is the first time I feel this way I want it to just go away It replays Ending Could someone help me This emotion is taking over me Please help me This is new, oh this is new I really don't know what to do
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Flatline 04:40
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My mind, I cannot get in I cannot remember who I am. Pre-chorus All that I have ever hear, Are lies and lies and lies. All that I have ever seer, More lies and lies and lies. Chorus What's the use of me? Why am I still here? What is in my future? What can I not see? Why must I endure? What will be my closure? What the point of life? I don't understand. Main 2 The past, who I used to be. I could never get her back again. Pre-chorus You should try to change yourself, They said, they said, and said. You should not be who you are, They said, they said, and said. Chorus I can't take it, all I hear are lies Why do I bother? Why do I even care? Mid-chorus Why do you still care for me? Why would you be with me? What am I to you at all? Why do you still care for me? Main 3 Oh I, don't know what to do? I don't understand anymore. All that I have ever hear, Are lies and lies and lies. All that I have ever seer, More lies and lies and lies. Chorus I can't take it, all I hear are lies Why do I bother? I think I'll stay a little longer Ah~ Ending: I know you love me It doesn't feel so Can you please tell me? Will you stay with me? Ah~
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ALIVE 03:11
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hey hey you there do you know how this feels all the pain I am feeling this pain is just killing me hey there What do i do can you please help me I want to end this feeling but i cant do it so i said I don't wanna be alive, but I don't wanna be that guy. I heard of hellfire it is not so liked ah fuck it No matter what i do i still cry inside so i said again no matter what the fuck i do i don't wanna lie but i don't wanna be that guy it just hurts everyone and i can't be disliked oh good god hey hey you there i have tried everything nothing is working for me all this pain is killing me hey there What do i do everything failed me I want to end this feeling but i cant do it so i said I don't wanna be alive, but I don't wanna be that guy. i won't get to heaven i won't be forgiven please help me oooh oh ohhh i will say it now fuck it all i wanna fucking die i tried it all no matter what i do everything falls apart i tried self harming i cant fucking kill me help me don't call on me i won't do it i just feel eveything falls apart what can i do about this what the fuck? can someone tell me something what do i do with my life falling apart on me fuck it all i'm manic writing this damn song hey hey you there i'm on meds feeling good no more pain killing me this bipolar still killing me even if i feel good no matter what daily i am fighting these thoughts i can't stop it thank you for being there for me i'm better ooh oh ohhh I'M ALIVE.
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Spark 03:47
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since the day i got treated my life has been better i got my spark today i'm ready to face head on i feel happy again, i feel wanted by people i have a reason to live THE WORLD CAN'T STOP ME NOW O-O-O-O-O here i am today still ALIVE and still kicking DEPRESSION has kicked my ass no matter the P@!N i'm suffering now DRAWING, PAINTING, SINGING PRODUCING, HAVING FUN My life has been easier I'm excited to show you the real me i've hid here i am showing you who i am no matter what i am i hope this song will help you not feel alone by yourself in the dark LIGHT THE FIRE INSIDE since i am treated i hope to continue my spark i feel ready right now i'm ready to face head on here i am today Even if I FLATLINED right now Even if my mind is BrOkEn despite what i do maybe this song could help us you are not alone now we have each other no matter what happens to us after the fact DRAWING, PAINTING, SINGING PRODUCING, HAVING FUN My life has been easier I'm excited to show you the real me i've hid here i am showing you who i am no matter what i am i hope this song will help you not feel alone by yourself in the dark LIGHT THE FIRE INSIDE here i am showing you who i am no matter what i am i hope this song will help you not feel alone by yourself in the dark LIGHT THE FIRE INSIDE i hope this song will help you not feel alone by yourself in the dark LIGHT THE FIRE INSIDE

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My life's journey since my hip surgery that traumatized me in 2016 and dealing with mental health and processing my issues

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released March 12, 2021

General Credits
Music composed, written, and produced by MelobuniiP

Vocals by Megurine Luka, Hatsune Miku
Megurine Luka and Hastune Miku is a VOCALOID owned by Crypton Future Media, Inc. VOCALOID is a trademark of Yamaha Corporation
Album art by Melobunii

Audio Material Credits
Melobunii's instrumentals were produced in FL Studio 12 using FL Studio 12 built-in instruments and effects.
Melobunii's instrumentals were produced in CAUSTIC using CAUSTIC built-in instruments and effects.

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My SC: soundcloud.com/melobunii/tracks

P@!N: Music&Lyrics: MelobuniiP, Megurine Luka

BrOkEn: Music&Lyrics: MelobuniiP, Megurine Luka

Depression: Music&Lyrics: MelobuniiP, Hatsune Miku

Flatline: Music&Lyrics: MelobuniiP, Hatsune Miku

ALIVE: Music&Lyrics: MelobuniiP, Hatsune Miku

Spark: Music&Lyrics: MelobuniiP, Hatsune Miku

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Faeary. I am currently 26 years, and still going strong. I am Non-binary, disabled, deaf/HOH, bi, Gemini. I am an artist and vocal synthesis producer. I rely on art commissions and my albums as I cannot work due to physical disabilities. ... more

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